I slept really well last night. And towards the last REM cycle I heard my name; someone had said my name loud enough to get my attention and it sounded like it was in my room. So I turned over in bed and said, "yeah" but no one answered. Then I said, "hello, what is it?" but there still wasn't an answer. So I got up and opened my door only to see an empty house with sleeping roommates. At first I thought someone was just messing with me but the time was just after 8 am on Saturday morning and my roommates hadn't come home before 1:00 because that was when I went to bed. Also, Saturday mornings are the quietest mornings in the house because everyone sleeps in. Weird huh?

Posted on May 13, 2006 in Dream Log | Link

I don’t believe we have met. I don’t believe I know your name nor do you know mine. I don’t even think you know what I look like or how I feel about you. But I do know that you are out there, I know because I feel you. I dreamt about you the other night and I saw the essence of who you are. And although this might sound unusual to those reading this piece currently, I love you and you don’t even know it. But you will know it, because one of these days you will read this entry, and you will see that what I write is true because you feel it now. You will see that the reciprocal love that we feel together now was always present, even though our awareness was not conscious of it at all times especially before we even knew each other. Simply because our minds are not aware of our physical existence and all the details that encompass such a phenomenon, does not mean I do not see and respect the spark of Divinity that lives deep within you.

To my future one, you are loved beyond belief. You have my utmost respect and compassion. And I can’t wait till the day I see into your eyes and show you beyond words what love truly is. Till that day, I will be waiting and I will be dreaming.

Posted on January 5, 2006 in Dream Log | Link

I dreamt that I ordered a Sprite® from a restaurant and then this ringing noise went off alerting the waitress or whoever that my Sprite was ready. I slowly came out of the dream to hear my alarm clock going off, which, ironically was the ringing noise in my dream. Man I love alaram clocks.

Posted on August 16, 2005 in Dream Log | Link

This morning I woke up at 5:00 AM CST. It was dark outside but boy did I have to pee. I had to pee like no other I could taste it. So I got up and went to the restroom and by the time I had come back to my room I wasn't tired. I debated on whether I should just stay awake and get my day started or if I should attempt to go back to sleep for another couple of hours. I decided to sleep.

When I entered the dream world, I dreamt that I hadn't gone back to sleep and instead stayed awake and got ready for my day (crazy huh?). So I got ready for my day and the next thing I know I was stuck in traffic heading into the city. I remember so vividly the cars around me and my maneuvering capabilities and changing lanes, etc. Then I woke up a few minutes before my alarm at 7:10 and was surprised I had fallen asleep and that my dream wasn't real. Lucid dreaming can be as wild as sex I tell you.

Posted on June 8, 2005 in Dream Log | Link

Last night I had a very interesting dream. First I dreamt my ex girlfriend and I got back together. We were in her room while her friends were coming up the stairs; she was I guess embarrassed that we had gotten back together and didn’t want her friends to know so she made me hide under her bed. Well her friends found me and pulled me out from underneath the bed, turns out they loved my big ass and me and thought I was really goofy. So I guess things worked for the best in the long run, too bad it was a dream.

Then the next thing I know I am on the Howard Stern show with an old friend. The studio was in a really old abandoned warehouse and we were sitting on the couch talking with Howard. He really seemed to like us because we got along very well. He had a guest band playing and we were all making little notes about them it was great fun.

Then when the show was over he came over and sat on the couch between Liam and I. I do not know why we did this but we both got up and sat in his lap. We were talking with Howard and what not then we decided to leave the studio (warehouse) and go hangout. So as we were leaving the studio I asked Howard, “Hey, what if there is a really loud noise outside of your studio, there are only half of your windows in the studio on that wall won’t the sound come in?” Howard was like, yeah you are right, lets go get something to eat.

Next thing I know we are walking beside this really old abandoned warehouse type place with tons of old buildings and what seems like trash I guess. If you have ever seen the movie iRobot it looks exactly like the place where they took all of the old robots to just sit around and what not. Okay so then Howard, Liam and I are walking and we come up to this highway and Howard just runs across without thinking twice I guess. Cars are rushing by and so Liam and I wait to cross. Liam is a really fast runner so he jets through the cars as I wait a little longer. By this time Howard is really far ahead of us because he just took off and didn’t stop just like Forest Gump but with curly hair.

Finally I get across and try to catch up to Liam and Howard however I am really far back and can’t see them. I then approach a door, kinda like on the True Man Show when he sails to the edge of the dome studio and finds the door. Still looking for Howard and Liam I enter the door and find myself in a very odd shaped building with white walls and weird hallways. So I walk around very quiet like and go into a room that is obviously another studio but I couldn’t find them so I kept looking. Finally I quietly walk into this other room and this guy says “Oh there you are I have been having trouble with my computer I am glad you could make it.” This was the actor that was in Best in Show, he was the negotiator and friend of the couple that won Best in Show, I don’t know his name. But anyways I guess he had called for a tech to come work on his computer or something and I guess I was the guy. So I walked in and said okay what can I help you with, he said well there is my computer right there. I am assuming he had already told me or whoever the problem over the phone because he didn’t explain anything to me just left it up for me to fix. So I messed around a little bit and said okay all fixed and he said what was wrong, I just made up some stuff about his email not being able to come through blah blah blah and then he interrupts me and says well I know about computers I can take it from here. I was like alright my job here is done. Then I woke up.

Damn that was a weird dream I love it. Ohh you brain what else can you come up with?

Posted on March 23, 2005 in Dream Log | Link

So I had a dream last night that I was hanging out with one of my really good old friends in France. We were at a deli sitting outside it was a beautiful day when all of the sudden this guy comes over and starts hitting on her. I was like ohh man. He then grabbed her chest! I stood up and punched him in the face really hard although the split second before I released my fist of furry I had a mind bending experience beyond space and time to plan, contemplate and understand what was about to happen.

I knew I was going to punch him really hard so I carefully planned out what my next steps were going to be after he hit floor. I knew naturally that either he would be knocked out or at least half conscious of what just happened so I planned on how I would flag down a taxi so we could get him to the hospital. Not only did I plan to get him to the hospital I also planned to stick by him the entire time while he was at the hospital to support him in his learning and experience from the whole thing.

All in all the complete experience was all planned out and energetically he asked me to punch him so he could experience it and learn from it. Full awareness of such was present as all of this was happening so there was no regret or thought about oops what did I just do. I was merely fulfilling a role and assisting him in his growth and evolution, exquisite!

Posted on March 20, 2005 in Dream Log | Link

So last night I dreamt I was playing a video game. The person in the video game was me, and the person controlling the video game person was also me. My view, from the area commonly known as the eyes, kept switching from the one controlling the game to the one being controlled.

The player in the game was basically interacting with elements of this current lives environment including but not limited to: friends, atmosphere, places of remembrance, certain memorable experiences, etc. As the view of perception switched from the played to the player, subtle observations would occur.

The symbolical meaning of this dream is thusly:

- The player/controller was the observer of the video game star's life
- The video game star, who is a part of the controlling one just present within a different contextual environment, is known as the Ego or the Human
- The player/controller can be termed, the Soul

Posted on February 3, 2005 in Dream Log | Link

The other night I had a dream I was dreaming, and while I was dreaming I had a glass of warm english breakfast tea with the right amount of cream or milk in it, ohh man it was yummy. The weird thing is that I dreamt I was dreaming.

Posted on January 26, 2005 in Dream Log | Link

The other night I had a dream that I was pregnant and my water broke. I wasn't in a female body I was in this current Earth suit which is indeed male. The symbolism of this dream is that I have emerged to a new level of remembrance, very exciting. However I still can't explain the unannounced cravings for pickles and ice cream.

Posted on December 2, 2004 in Dream Log | Link

A few days ago I had a dream I was in a counseling session with Deepak Chopra. During the session Chopra asked me about the experiences I have had throughout my life. I comfortably told him about all my learning experiences and how I had grown from them and am now integrating what I had experienced with the rest of humanity.

Shortly after I was finished reflecting upon my life experiences, Chopra morphed into a young man and told me that everything was complete. Then I awoke.

Posted on August 6, 2004 in Dream Log | Link