In leu of the previous entry about the illusion of hell, I would like to go a level deeper into the realm of truth about levels of awareness.

> When the Mind becomes conscious of the level of awareness that is beyond the illusion of duality (separateness)…

The Mind is swimming through a sea of consciousness in which all levels of awareness are at its view simultaneously, however, it is truly about the Mind wrapping around a particular level of awareness when true realization can become visible. When the Mind realizes at the level of awareness in which duality is an illusion, it becomes known (beyond thought) that hell is merely an idea.

Sequence is an illusion resulting from the misperception of Reality commonly called causality. Sequence is an arrangement or order of succession but has no true validity in regards to actuality. It is truly about the observer applying context to the intrinsic nature of content and assimilating a variety of pieces for the purpose of understanding and ultimately ascension of awareness.

For example, the number one does not “come” before two and three does not come after two in their innate form. All numbers come from the same place and do not have different values; it is about the interpretation of the numbers within context and how those numbers are integrated within understanding.

Posted on December 23, 2005 in Note To Self | Link | going_a_level_d.mp3

Me Boca: "Can I bring this [an apple] on?"
Bus Driver: "No sorry."
Me Boca: "When is the next bus going to arrive?"
Bus Driver: "12 to 15 minutes."
Me Boca: "Okay I will wait, I love apples."

Posted on December 23, 2005 in Note To Self | Link | i_like_apples.mp3

Dating is much like fishing; it is a process by which the ultimate goal is to find the perfect piece that will complete your relationship puzzle. By throwing it out there and dangling it around for a while, someone will eventually take a bite. Rest assured you might get a few tires and coke bottles, but eventually the perfect one will come into alignment.

The process can be perceived as somewhat tedious, however, each experience that occurs adds to the knowledge and awareness of who you truly are. Every fish you reel in will certainly have different traits, what is truthfully important is how those traits are integrated with your own. Just because someone has a killer fin doesn’t mean he or she is an exact match.

Often times there are compatibility differences and values that are not aligned. For example if one person holds a high standard of integrity, respect, or honesty but it is not reciprocated, it is a good indication you should abandon ship or else you are both going to the bottom – together.

Another issue that is quiet common is enhancing your bait. Sometimes people feel as if they need a stronger weight or a better bobber to reel in the big fish. Well I am not going to be the first to tell you it’s best to be prepared and use lots of explosives including dynamite and firearms. And while that last thought makes absolute zero sense to this wonderful metaphor, the notion still remains.

You don’t need a badass boat, stink bait, and 120 test line to pull in the best fish, yeah you might get the biggest fish but what happens when the biggest fish is a square and the perfect piece you need for your puzzle is a triangle? Chain saws are nice for cutting wood not fish heads.

A healthy intimate relationship is a bond where there is a great deal of energy exchanged. Two beings working together and sharing an intimate connection is quiet profound and beyond any deep fryer known to man.

Posted on December 5, 2005 in Note To Self | Link | the_dating_pool.mp3