So I have decided to go back to school, it is quite enjoyable actually. Since I have been in corporate working for clients and supporting myself financially for the past five years, I have molded into a very proficient student. The experiences I have gained from working in an agency and freelance has provided new skills that make a super student such as: integrity, honesty, respect, problem solving, initiative, etc.

I was having a conversation with two individuals one night, which by the way I have reconnected with in this life, I realized some pretty cool things about myself and the path I have been following the last five years. It was discussed that my business skills and talents seem to have been channeled in this life for I haven’t gone through the traditional learning curve of acquiring such skills to be successful. On the contrary the traditional business expert goes to school first, then goes to work for experience, etc. while I am doing the exact opposite it has been a very insightful route.

It is difficult for me to go back to school however, I know it is necessary for the integration of the energy and awareness to unfold in the later “years” for the purpose of teaching and what not. The challenges I seem to be experiencing is the fact that I can see, feel, and often times touch what would be considered step ten of a ten step process, however, for the purpose of effective expression, it is integral that the mind be grounded and have a firm foundation so that step ten can be easily discernable with the preceding steps.

I am extremely interested in neuropsychological the study of the mind and the nervous system. The energy of the human body and the electromagnetic field really intrigue me beyond belief. The philosophy of mind, epistemology, consciousness, reality, etc. etc. makes me all wet and warm inside. I am particularly fascinated with the physics of this world, the multiple dimensions, and realities that are present and the relationship to the human. I see myself going down a path that is very scientific; at least this is the route that will help fill the nine steps so that I can allow the tenth step to be manifest.

I was on the phone with a dear friend last night; I shared with her a few visions that I had about myself in the distant future. I could see myself at a University in California teaching some form of science that included energy, physics, and consciousness. I vividly remember speaking with the school board letting them know that I was going to be at their school for five years, and when the five years were up I was going to travel to another University somewhere in the Southwest US, and teach at that University for five years and then finally move on to another University for another five years and then come back to this one. I remember they were very supportive and cool with it. The academic crowd gave me a lot of respect in my area of study for I had written a book and a series of articles that were “out of this world” so to speak. You know the step ten kinda stuff I was talking about a moment ago, Nobel Prize status. So they let me do it and it was sexy.

I have also seen myself lecturing on tour throughout the world speaking on a variety of topics both to the academic community and to the general populace. I clearly recall giving a speech to a very large audience of about 1500+ people, and when the seminar was over I remember instructing everyone to tone together in the big ass auditorium that the workshop was held. Little did they know I had an audio team que up a cd that was previously recorded from a similar workshop of hundreds of people toning in unison. On the count of three I had the entire audience toning while the cd was playing for few minutes. It was loud, it was crazy, and it was beautiful. People were crying, closing their eyes, transcending their bodies, pain, worry, etc. And I told them before we began that if they had any pain, disease, suffering, etc. in their life that they needed to focus on that for a moment while toning, and suddenly the miraculous would happen as they focused their attention on their “issue”. A mind-blowing, extraordinary, phenomenon would happen - their concern would radically dissipate lifting them into a state of unconditional love and compassion with full realization of who and what they are, a spark of Divinity.

Another vision that I had was just a few days ago while traveling in London. I saw myself living on an island, which I had purchased. It wasn’t very big so I was able to build a running track that went all around the entire island. Our house was built half way into the island with a custom water well, solar panels, and an irrigation system. It was within this life too not in a distant place or time. I had also written a book with a friend about some type of water filtering process that was the most sophisticated water cleansing product that had been invented. This might have been where I made all the money to purchase the island I don’t know I’m not a doctor, yet. But anyways the house was nice, not to big but area for growth nonetheless. I was married and was planning on adding on to the house for the coming children. We also ran around naked and had lots of fruit and vegetables. We had to go into town for bread and other stuff that we didn’t want to make on the island. Also, the island was previously owned by some country/government, which we were in good terms with so they agreed to protect us if Donald Trump wanted to take us over.

Posted on April 18, 2005 in Life Log | Link