What are you currently doing?

In addition to being a human and loving every minute, I currently outsource my web development skills including internet marketing, strategic consulting, site development and design to a variety of clients. Furthermore I am creating my own websites and projects with the intention of alleviating the dependency of external clients simply for the purpose of paying off student loans and buying new underwear, etc.

...By focusing on the needs and wants of everyday life as a twenty something year old, I find myself tired and oftentimes drained at the end of the working day both energetically and emotionally. By transcending my day-to-day activities within the working world, my goal is to experience a state of joy and unconditional relaxation beyond any alcoholic experience a bar can provide.

Name something that could go wrong and how you would handle it.

Being a self-employed twenty something year old and working with clients that have large demands, I find myself occasionally in situations that require me to exercise a degree of integrity, responsibility, professionalism and utmost respect. The experience I have gained thus far from working with clients is most beneficial for all of life’s obstacles. I feel 100% confident and comfortable that my values and principles both in business and in life have prepared me to be the best proactive and reactive problem-solving machine I can be. Always open for area of improvement, I know that any situation I find myself in that may be uncomfortable or unpleasant is for the grander purpose of knowledge and experience. I embrace this concept and always choose to follow the short cut path to higher understanding and learning.

Tell us if you've had any past adventures and how you developed your appetite for them.

A recent graduate of the Art Institute of Dallas and employed at a very successful ad agency, September 20th 2002 I decided to change my life while sitting in jail. The path that I had been following for years before my turning point was radically transformed into a new path of inner insight and learning. I am blessed to be alive today and to have the opportunity from DRWF to experience yet another adventure.

From one journey to the next, I am integrating the past experiences with the new. To continue my education and fulfill a doctorate in psychology is where I plan to go, to further my understanding and conceptualization of life and consciousness has my name written all over it.

Posted on April 28, 2005 in Q & A's | Link | excerpts_from_a.mp3

So I have decided to go back to school, it is quite enjoyable actually. Since I have been in corporate working for clients and supporting myself financially for the past five years, I have molded into a very proficient student. The experiences I have gained from working in an agency and freelance has provided new skills that make a super student such as: integrity, honesty, respect, problem solving, initiative, etc.

I was having a conversation with two individuals one night, which by the way I have reconnected with in this life, I realized some pretty cool things about myself and the path I have been following the last five years. It was discussed that my business skills and talents seem to have been channeled in this life for I haven’t gone through the traditional learning curve of acquiring such skills to be successful. On the contrary the traditional business expert goes to school first, then goes to work for experience, etc. while I am doing the exact opposite it has been a very insightful route.

It is difficult for me to go back to school however, I know it is necessary for the integration of the energy and awareness to unfold in the later “years” for the purpose of teaching and what not. The challenges I seem to be experiencing is the fact that I can see, feel, and often times touch what would be considered step ten of a ten step process, however, for the purpose of effective expression, it is integral that the mind be grounded and have a firm foundation so that step ten can be easily discernable with the preceding steps.

I am extremely interested in neuropsychological the study of the mind and the nervous system. The energy of the human body and the electromagnetic field really intrigue me beyond belief. The philosophy of mind, epistemology, consciousness, reality, etc. etc. makes me all wet and warm inside. I am particularly fascinated with the physics of this world, the multiple dimensions, and realities that are present and the relationship to the human. I see myself going down a path that is very scientific; at least this is the route that will help fill the nine steps so that I can allow the tenth step to be manifest.

I was on the phone with a dear friend last night; I shared with her a few visions that I had about myself in the distant future. I could see myself at a University in California teaching some form of science that included energy, physics, and consciousness. I vividly remember speaking with the school board letting them know that I was going to be at their school for five years, and when the five years were up I was going to travel to another University somewhere in the Southwest US, and teach at that University for five years and then finally move on to another University for another five years and then come back to this one. I remember they were very supportive and cool with it. The academic crowd gave me a lot of respect in my area of study for I had written a book and a series of articles that were “out of this world” so to speak. You know the step ten kinda stuff I was talking about a moment ago, Nobel Prize status. So they let me do it and it was sexy.

I have also seen myself lecturing on tour throughout the world speaking on a variety of topics both to the academic community and to the general populace. I clearly recall giving a speech to a very large audience of about 1500+ people, and when the seminar was over I remember instructing everyone to tone together in the big ass auditorium that the workshop was held. Little did they know I had an audio team que up a cd that was previously recorded from a similar workshop of hundreds of people toning in unison. On the count of three I had the entire audience toning while the cd was playing for few minutes. It was loud, it was crazy, and it was beautiful. People were crying, closing their eyes, transcending their bodies, pain, worry, etc. And I told them before we began that if they had any pain, disease, suffering, etc. in their life that they needed to focus on that for a moment while toning, and suddenly the miraculous would happen as they focused their attention on their “issue”. A mind-blowing, extraordinary, phenomenon would happen - their concern would radically dissipate lifting them into a state of unconditional love and compassion with full realization of who and what they are, a spark of Divinity.

Another vision that I had was just a few days ago while traveling in London. I saw myself living on an island, which I had purchased. It wasn’t very big so I was able to build a running track that went all around the entire island. Our house was built half way into the island with a custom water well, solar panels, and an irrigation system. It was within this life too not in a distant place or time. I had also written a book with a friend about some type of water filtering process that was the most sophisticated water cleansing product that had been invented. This might have been where I made all the money to purchase the island I don’t know I’m not a doctor, yet. But anyways the house was nice, not to big but area for growth nonetheless. I was married and was planning on adding on to the house for the coming children. We also ran around naked and had lots of fruit and vegetables. We had to go into town for bread and other stuff that we didn’t want to make on the island. Also, the island was previously owned by some country/government, which we were in good terms with so they agreed to protect us if Donald Trump wanted to take us over.

Posted on April 18, 2005 in Life Log | Link | ohh_the_content.mp3

The illusion of cause and effect has seemed to take the mind a little while to come around. The current realizations are thusly:

Nothing is causing anything hence nothing is resulting from anything. To have cause is to imply there is origin; to have an effect is to imply that something is affected by something else. Within the complete and total context of God there is no beginning or end. The mind may tell you otherwise but just because you can’t see the sun through the clouds doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist.

To the mad scientist however there must be some type of order and not just chaos. Within this universe there are two things that allow the direction of expression, potentiality and choice. The potentiality of vibration and the free will to choose allow the energy of life to exist in a perfect union.

Cause and effect is delusional and does not existence within this reality. The illusion of cause and effect is the underpinning misperception of time. The “this” and the “that” are one, the “was” and “is” or “what will be” are in actuality the same.

Everything is an expression of itself independent of anything else. To transcend the illusion of duality and to become aware of the nonlinear will allow the mind to realize this phenomenon.

Posted on April 6, 2005 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_illusion_of_2.mp3