There is a stillness that is present within; a state of peace, tranquility, emotionless joy of infinite love and complete fulfillment. There is a feeling of total perfection that radiates through perception and is visible within the eyes of all. An at home sensation that is silent, still and most prolific outside any words possible.

Beyond the illusion of duality my awareness resides. Everything is of exemplary status and beyond all reference of content. Perception has shifted to perspective and thought has surrendered to the infinite compassion of Divinity.

There is no mentalization necessary for the state of awareness is beyond all questions, doubt, pain, uncertainty, fear, or disbelief. There is no meaning or description; everything is witnessed through subjective realization, a direct contact to awareness and consciousness.

There is a closeness to all and a protection that is solid rock yet unconditional compassion and love, a profound state of awareness.

There is no action that is need, there is no doing that is required, there is no task to be completed, no problem to be solved, no issue to overcome, everything seems to be complete and perfect for it is an expression of itself manifested into existence from the highest realms of source for the purpose of 'being.'

Posted on February 28, 2005 in Life Log | Link | the_infinite_st.mp3

So last night I dreamt I was playing a video game. The person in the video game was me, and the person controlling the video game person was also me. My view, from the area commonly known as the eyes, kept switching from the one controlling the game to the one being controlled.

The player in the game was basically interacting with elements of this current lives environment including but not limited to: friends, atmosphere, places of remembrance, certain memorable experiences, etc. As the view of perception switched from the played to the player, subtle observations would occur.

The symbolical meaning of this dream is thusly:

- The player/controller was the observer of the video game star's life
- The video game star, who is a part of the controlling one just present within a different contextual environment, is known as the Ego or the Human
- The player/controller can be termed, the Soul

Posted on February 3, 2005 in Dream Log | Link | video_games_are.mp3