I tend to hangout on the seventh dimensional level of Reality within this thing we call the Universe. My interpretation of the seventh level is thusly:

Formless - Seems to be where energy becomes manifested and begins to solidify into whatever energy is. Which is then moved metaphorically speaking into more dense areas of existence. Till finally it takes the form of form and then we get physical!

Subjective - This is a totally radical experience of pure subjectivity. It is much like Actuality and Reality are one. There is no playground of reference, there only IS. There is no duality or structure of symbolic reasoning and comprehension. This is a phenomenal experience for the mind to become aware of, because in this level there is instant manifestation, very similar to the dream state and how some people can literally control and create ANYTHING in their dreams.

The Senses - My experience with this level is a hightened awareness of all senses including those of the invisible "psychic" domain including but not limited to: clairvoyance, clairaudient, etc. The smell of this level is extremely clean, pure and fresh. The visual of this level is lots of green. The light is very dim, as if there is no sun however it isnt dark, it just isnt very light.

Feeling of Peace - There is definitely a feeling of unconditional Love and peace. No chaos, everything is anchored to perfection and very apparent.

Energy Interpretation - This makes no sense to the mind of the third and fourth dimensions however I be here to explain it anyway yo. As I look over the hills of the green terrain, I can see the energy that makes them, however not only do I see the energy manifested and expressing in physicality, I can see the vibrational frequency and the energetic combination. This energy combo is also the same as what sound looks like. So basically I am looking at sound and the frequency that IS sound.

This level of existence is exemplary and one of the most prolific places to be conscious of, I am truly grateful to have this awareness and intend on sharing it with the world.

Posted on December 29, 2004 in Life Log | Link | the_seventh_lev.mp3

So we are gathered here at this time (December 24th 2004) with feelings of Joy, Love, Giving, etc. etc. This feeling that everyone classifies as "Christmas Spirit" is a feeling that is experienced everyday in the eyes of the Great Avatar. Be the Love that you are and let it shine through every action, thought, deed and moment of your life.

Posted on December 24, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | christmas_spiri.mp3

Below is an email that I sent to a friend explaining a recent observation of my spiritual progress within the past few years. More of a revelation than anything.

The energy that I have been feeling for the past couple of years is what I call the spiritual shivers. It can be compared to getting chills, or a spontaneous boost of anxiety or nervousness (this is how the mind perceives it anyway).

Usually the shivers happen completely unannounced and I know exactly when it happens because there is a rush of energy being downloaded into my system  in the higher chakras and up and down the sushumna. It catapults my awareness into an ineffable state of complete euphoric bliss and unconditional Love/Joy that is so exquisite it is beyond any words that language can portray.

Often times the state of bliss is accompanied by uncontrollable tears of inner beauty pouring out of my eyes. I usually close my eyes and can feel the presence of my consciousness and the infinite reach to all that are connected in the web of this universe. At this moment I am then consciously aware of the Spirit within me that is God manifested as the Divine Spark of a co creator within the playground of Realty.

Awareness merges with consciousness and as all of this is going on the observer within me is watching and experiencing everything at the same time. It is definitely within the nonlinear domain because there is always multiple things happening simultaneously and somehow my mind making sense of it all.

Like I said the state is exquisite and is beyond all mentation and thought. This is truly the feeling state of inner knowingness known as "always-ness" which is beyond all levels of density and dimension. At the beginning it was experiential, but slowly it has become ever present within my 24/7 awareness. However sometimes when I am in the seat of Ego so to speak, I feel the energy come in and all of the sudden I look deep within others' eyes and see myself within them as God manifested.

This radically transforms any energetic situation releasing me from all polarization and positionalities set forth by the Ego. The process is so simple for those that can see it, however it is not a process but merely a realization that you are an unconditional compassionate being known as God.

Posted on December 21, 2004 in Life Log | Link | spiritual_shive.mp3

Excersizing the following has helped in this life to realize the Great Avatar within.

- Devotional nonduality (de-polarizing the Ego's positionalities)
- Unconditional compassion for the Self and for all under any and all circumstances
- Nonjudgementalism for others choices, actions, learning, experiences, etc.
- Discernment for all and allowing the spark of Divinity within all to shine forth with full clarity
- Balancing the heart with the mind (integrating emotions with thought and expression)

Posted on December 19, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | realizing_divin.mp3

The Ego perceives and interprets Reality. The challenge is that the Ego "sees" data and automatically slaps reason and meaning to it. Apperance is not causation.

That which is observed is only an interpretation of the energy manifested and translated into measureable form.

Posted on December 19, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | causation_and_t.mp3

That which is supportive of life, is supported by life.

As one increases perception of truth (expanding awareness), one will find that the higher levels of Source are much like a power similiar to gravity.

Posted on December 19, 2004 in Life Log | Link | spiritual_suppo.mp3

What does it mean to surrender to God? If God is within us, how can we surrender something that is within us to something that is also within?

To release the control and attachment of the Ego's perception is to surrender to God. The Mind/Ego identifies itself with a dualistic perception based from positionality. To depolarize and to surrender everything and anything to the essence from which it came, will allow the Ego to be integrated.

Posted on December 14, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | let_go_and_let.mp3

Time is a linear concept originating from the mind attempting to organize, measure, and apply structure to that which it perceives. Time does not change it is ever present and motionless. It is the mind that is "moving" through the corridors of time. Perception is relative and subjected to the qualities and attributes of time.

Time allows awareness from the mind to observe form. As consciousness unfolds, the construct of time allows the mind to capture the magnificent expression.

Before the advancement of technology, a VHS player was only able to fast forward through a movie by displaying frames of video within sequence. The true nature of time can be compared to skipping chapters with a DVD player and bypassing the illusory structure of linear Realty.

When a movie (life) is loaded into a DVD player (the mind), the movie is projected or expressed because of the tool which is present (the DVD player). When Soul incarnates into a human body, its' perceptions are much like watching a movie, displaying frame after frame. Devotional nonduality via meditation will allow the nature of Divinity and time to become present.

Posted on December 10, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_playground.mp3

The essence of existence is the perfect and complete expression of the potentiality of Divinity manifested. Nothing is incomplete, All is continuously unfolding from Unmanifested Supreme Source.

Posted on December 5, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_essence_of.mp3

If you were to squeeze an orange what would you get? If you were to squeeze a lemon what would you get? If you were to squeeze yourself what would you get?

How you perceive the world is how you perceive yourself and vice-versa. What is inside of you is what is projected into your life. What is inside of you is what will be squeezed out into your world. Be the love that you are and you will experience it as ever-present truth.

Posted on December 4, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | squeeze_yoursel.mp3

There are no events happening within this realty, only awareness of attention and focus. Truth is not within the realm of measurable provable descriptions, truth is experienced through subjective realizations. As one views the world through goggles of compassion, one will see that all is present and the unfolding miracle of continuous creation (evolution) provides a path to experience subjective truth.

Posted on December 4, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_subjective.mp3

The other night I had a dream that I was pregnant and my water broke. I wasn't in a female body I was in this current Earth suit which is indeed male. The symbolism of this dream is that I have emerged to a new level of remembrance, very exciting. However I still can't explain the unannounced cravings for pickles and ice cream.

Posted on December 2, 2004 in Dream Log | Link | giving_birth.mp3