Who and what you are and what you have become is more powerful than anything you do, have, or possess. What you have gained and experienced using drugs adds to the Totality of your essence.

Posted on November 26, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | dear_drug_addic.mp3

There are many paths to take; in fact one could state that every path is a road for spiritual development. So I will address the path(s) to ascension into the higher realms (commonly known as the heavens to many).

The challenge with some parts of the world is that of the thinking mind. To progress up the spiritual latter, it is most effective to not think your way to the top, but feel your way. Don’t get me wrong, thinking will get you there, it’s much like taking a trip to the moon, but first making a loop around Pluto. Using the heart as your compass, you will always find the shortcut.

The most effective path for spiritual ascension is to dig deep within your energy to find your inner most Joy. Once you find that Joy space, resonate with that Joy in total undeniable 120% unconditional Love.

Be the child you once were playing in this Joy space; live it 24/7.

Posted on November 26, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | spiritual_progr.mp3

When I first started meditating I channeled a breathing technique that is quiet profound. It is not the technique that is so extravagant, but the underlying symbolism.

At this current time the Earth’s vibratory field exists on a level that is very dense. The density of this dimensional field has created a Realty that our minds perceive as opposites. To transcend this dualistic illusion we must accept both sides as a unified whole. To do this take a look at my breath example below.

Breath comes in (left arrow) breath goes out (right arrow). Inhale and exhale. One could perceive the inhales and exhales as opposites yes. By merging these two “opposites” together, one is transcending the dualistic natural of perception by clearly seeing unity, just as they are, one. The differences that are being perceived are merely observational points of the entire process, just as H₂0 at cold temperatures is a solid, medium temp a liquid and at hot temperatures a gas.

The realization of this analogy is to clearly see the true nature of God, that we are all one and that our perceptions are just observations from the mind. This little example can be applied to many things:

Light – Dark
Good – Evil
Hot – Cold
Republican – Democratic
Joy – Chaos
White – Black
Human – God

The breath exercise is as follows:

Become aware of your body, silence the mind chatter and begin to focus on your breath

1. Consciously watch your breath come into your body (breath in slowly)
3. Pause for a few seconds while gently holding the inhale
4. Slowly exhale and watch the breath as it leaves your body without any effort
5. Pause for a few seconds while gently holding before the next inhale

Continue the entire process as long as you like and realize that you are becoming aware of God right in front of you.

Posted on November 15, 2004 in Life Log, The 700+ Level | Link | circulatory_bre.mp3

As one progresses up the latter of consciousness, one will begin to dissolve the illusion of the dualistic perception known as external and internal. As I am continuing to experience the following, I am sure many will do the same.

- I have become the humor that I always wanted to have (searching for clever and creative "reactions" for the purpose of laughter)
- I have become the awareness that I once strived to achieve through logic and reason (creating constant loops of mental masturbation I am grateful to have transcended this level with much clarity)
- I have become the prayer that I once thought was a result of causality (praying for something to happen as a result of my prayer)
- I have become the Love that I would temporarily experience while using mind altering drugs.
- I have become the dance that my friend Alex Egner and I once secretly performed to the moon.
- I have become the wisdom that I so eagerly strived for after my spiritual turning point.
- I have realized the Great Avatar within each and everyone here on Earth at this time.
- I have become Realization.

Posted on November 11, 2004 in Life Log | Link | the_external_an.mp3

- This is the 20th Earth incarnation in human form thus far, all are attainment lifetimes.

- Ten female and ten male. Within this life I am experiencing qualities of both energies as confirmed by my mother when I was a child (having both feminine and masculine energy).

- Integrating experiences from other lives on the Earth plain is much like remembering a dream that you once had long ago. The presence is more of a feeling than a thought. Realizing these "past" experiences is much like being one tentacle of an octopus and then one day finding another tentacle and another etc. Then finally finding the source of all the tentacles and realizing the other tentacles are a part of you as a whole.

- At this time, this is the final incarnation to Earth as a human. My energy has been to Earth 100+ times (none form).

- The option to leave has always been present and until recently has become most clear. But I love sushi too much to leave just yet. At this time (7:44 PM CST November 11, 2004) I choose to see myself living over 100 years of chronological age.

- Groups incarnate together as flocks so to say. I have had previous connections to roughly 85% of my current friends in this lifetime. Often times the inner feeling that I have towards new acquaintances is a feeling of a past life connection.

Posted on November 11, 2004 in Life Log | Link | earth_incarnati.mp3

After recently dislocating my thumb, I believe I have found my path to instantaneously healing. The true purpose of this experience has become apparent and I am grateful for such an awakening (or remembering rather).

The great Sages and Avatars of human history have been documented to have healed miraculously. Everyone has their own way of doing such a thing, I have found mine:

1. Conscious circulatory breathing
2. Toning and aligning all subtle bodies in the present moment
3. Allowing the formless to become physical with a certainty that it is already complete

Simple process yes, but if the ego gets involved it be not so simple no. Down Boy!

Posted on November 11, 2004 in Life Log | Link | instantaneous_h.mp3

Balance thy mind with thy heart to achieve a meditative state.

Meditation can be practiced yes, but it needs to be understood that meditation is not a technique, an exercise or something you do. Meditation is a path of awareness. I use to designate specific times of my day to meditate and what this did was calm the thoughts of my ego/mind. After about two years of meditation I became familiar with what the feeling was like when the mind was calm.

Currently I am very much intune so to speak with the awareness of the mind and the calming of the thoughts. I see myself living a meditation 24/7 and experience it in my life as an ongoing awareness. However at this time I do slip out of the calmness and into the seat of the mind occasionally. Recognition of this is key, because once it happens there is always purpose for it and I can simply move back into balance with the heart.

Integrating the mind with the heart is the goal especially if you wish to remain in the human form. It is when enlightened beings choose not to use the mind as a tool anymore they move on (leave the human body). However, the few that come to assist others will find it easy to integrate the mind by grounding themselves in their body, expanding their consciousness by contextualizing their perception of Reality with unconditional Love and choosing not to polarize with the world. To be in this world but not to be of it.

Posted on November 10, 2004 in Life Log | Link | meditation.mp3

Captured thoughts of the moment:

- To incarnate and live as a human on Earth is such a beautiful thing. Life in human form is so brilliantly orchestrated, every piece is so significant no matter how small or minor it appears to be.

- Existence beyond the linear plain is much like the ocean. A sea of energy combined into one. The guidance I have been receiving lately is so incredible it's difficult to explain in linear language. Basically the information that is being communicated via intuition happens simultaneously it's amazing. Meaning several different energetic conversations so to speak are all happening at the same time and my mind making sense of it all.

- Nearly everyone on the planet has the answers to their own questions they just don't realize it. It is very interesting socializing with people that love to talk and who ask many questions. About 90% of the people I have interacted with in the past 24 hours ask questions about various stuff. While I sit back and obverse their energy, I see that their answer is already within them, they are merely finding the right question to fit with what they need to hear and understand. It's like they have a door with a key hole, and they try many different keys to try and open it up, then finally after trying several times they find the correct one and it opens to a different room with another door, etc. etc.

Posted on November 9, 2004 in Life Log | Link | the_dance_of_li.mp3

Logic and Comprehension meet Intuition and Apprehension.

Posted on November 8, 2004 in Life Log | Link | party_of_five.mp3

Allowing the awareness of ones self to be conscious of ones existence can be termed, Enlightenment.

How can you allow awareness?
Understand that the awareness is already present, your mind just can't see it yet. Stop searching for an external cause that you think you will result in an expansion of awareness and allow yourself to be open, honest, kind and compassionate, then your awareness will reveal itself. It's much like washing your window from inside your house so you can see the sun. Once the window is clear, the mind is pure and can then begin to clearly see Truth.

What blocks the ability to be aware?
The multi-layored ego. Remove each layer of the onion until you reach the center. Metaphorically speaking, you can't remove the layers but instead transcend them.

What layers are your referring to?
Fear, judgment, force, control, etc. These are often times misperceptions that are picked up while contextualizing your reality in this life or in other lives (passed through via karma).

Are there different layers to Enlightenment?
Yes, but not in the way your mind comprehends (linear perception). The different levels of Enlightenment are stages of awareness of ones own existence.

Posted on November 7, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | what_is_enlight.mp3

Beliefs originate from the mind. Animals live in this world without beliefs for they see the world without judgement and classification. They see the gravitational field of energy and it's affects on them and the environment, but they do not believe in gravity, they merely perceive it without reason and logic and just accept it for what it is and it's wonderful qualities.

To be the thinking human and to see things just as a dog sees things, will allow the purist form of Truth to become visible beyond beliefs and into the knowingness realm of Reality. To integrate the belief structure is the ultimate goal for the ego is a wonderful tool and is an integral asset for the evolution of consciousness.

Posted on November 7, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | human_belief_st.mp3

The most exquisite, ineffable, state of euphoric euthymia is known as Love. Solid as a rock, yet the most gentle compassionate energy one can experience in a human body. There are no conditions to Love, only perceptions originating from the mind. As if the mind is a tool to see, contemplate, understand and communicate. The mind can not experience Love, it can only perceive it just as a window can not experience the sky, but one can view the clouds through the window.

How clear is your window?

Posted on November 5, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | love.mp3

Quite simply the most profound realization just occurred thus far within this incarnation. Current time is 10:49 pm CST date November 2, 2004. This epiphany needs to be put into a book it is as follows:

Everyone is an Avatar they just don’t realize it. That which is the evolution of life in human form, is creating the building blocks of awareness to this very Truth, that everyone is GOD.

The above statement calibrates at Infinity.

Posted on November 2, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_great_avata.mp3

Joy is realizing your existence from Source, in the present moment. By surrendering the control of the ego’s demands, judgments and desires, one can realize Joy was and always will be within.

Posted on November 1, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | what_is_joy.mp3