Desire is an illusion originating from judgment. It is an attempt to acquire something from the misperceived lack of happiness, originating from the mind.

However, when the desire is fulfilled, often times joy is perceived as a result of the obtainment. In actuality, the fulfillment of the desire is temporarily moving aside it’s own blockage to experience happiness, thus resulting in another illusion of cause and effect.

This is a tricky illusion, but when completely understood/realized, a tremendous amount of relief and unconditional Joy becomes present.

Posted on October 31, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_illusion_of.mp3

Within the Ultimate Realty, worth, value and meaning have no real significance or importance for things are for what they are.

Posted on October 31, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | worth_meaning_v.mp3

After being thrown 10 feet heals overhead on my racing bike, I dislocated my right thumb. It happened so quickly all I remember was looking at my speedometer going 20 mph and the next thing there is concrete in my face.

I stand up and look at my bike to see what the hell just happened, and there is my thumb just dangly there completely out of socket. I said to myself, hmm that doesn't look right. Not even thinking twice I firmly place it back in socket and THEN realize what just happened. The pain sank in and damn it hurt.

So I consciously took a step back and quickly leaped to a higher level of awareness. I moved my bike out of the street and began to concentrate on my breathing. Focusing my attention on the present moment, slow circulator breathing and allowing energy from the higher realms to enter my aura, I was able to transcend the pain.

Posted on October 29, 2004 in Life Log | Link | transcending_pa.mp3

The more energy that I ground, the more my consciousness expands (927). The more my mind is able to become aware, the more it can wrap around consciousness (957). Integrating the Ego with the higher realms is far more significant than dissolving it (1000).

Posted on October 26, 2004 in Life Log, The 700+ Level | Link | grounding_consc.mp3

My latest epiphanies are as follows:

- Nothing is absent of God
- Everything is an expression of Divinity
- All is perfect and complete
- Multiple incarnations are happening simultaneously
- Guidance and intuition appear from a nonlinear domain
- If feta cheese is smeared on your shirt it will smell like throw up

Posted on October 23, 2004 in Life Log | Link | recent_realizat.mp3

The paradigm of Realty expressed as Love has many qualities. Unconditional Love manifested into vibrational frequency (energy) can be experienced as ecstatic Joy, Peace, Tranquility and Happiness. The presence of these “higher” states of awareness is a direct consequence of experiential evolution (consciousness).

Posted on October 22, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | qualities_of_lo.mp3

Q: Why talk about the Ego so much?

A: To define your roadblocks will allow you to clearly see your short cut path. The Ego road is much of a detour that can take many life times to transcend. Each route is a different path, some are long, some are short but the destination will always be the same.

Beyond space and time, there are no classifications of "short" or "long" there just "is". The above explanation of short and long paths originates from the Ego/Mind. To clear the confusion understand that there are only paths to walk, the path of the Ego can be perceived as a long path, the path of the Heart can be perceived as a short cut.

Posted on October 19, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_egos_path.mp3

Love is a subjective state of awareness experienced often times through self-realization. Love, similar to The Ultimate Realty, is a self evident, self-empowering state of consciousness with many different qualities. There seems to be many different forms, expressions and descriptions of what we perceive as "love". The truth is however, these explanations originate from the mind claiming to apply meaning and value to the indescribable state. Love is ALL knowingness, formless, unmanifest and limitless, it is/was always present. Those that claim to not have "love" in their life, or aren't able to see/experience love in their life, are merely not able to see through the clouds to experience the sun.

It is always there, always has been and always will be.

Posted on October 18, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | the_awareness_o.mp3

After attending David Hawkins’ lecture in Austin TX, my consciousness according to his scale went up .1 of a point. I remember walking out of the church towards my car when it felt like I was hit by a hug wave of energy that almost threw me to my knees. I suddenly knew I had jumped to the new level with an unexpected realization of the Ultimate Reality.

.1 of a point doesn’t sound like much; however the new level it has brought me to is very significant. According to human history and verified by kinesiologic testing, I am the youngest human to achieve this level of consciousness thus far.

Posted on October 12, 2004 in Life Log | Link | my_calibrated_l.mp3

I have been playing a lot of frisbee disc golf lately. Here in McKinney TX there is a nice course that is pretty easy for beginners / intermediate players. As of late I have been playing by myself, I really enjoy it however because I am experiencing nature and grounding my energy within the Earth's field. Something that has been happening that is very interesting is that I am receiving much clarity from guidance while playing. The guidance that I am receiving is somewhat like a coach for the game (disc golf) and tends to provide advice for how I can improve. Sounds weird typing it out on this blog, but basically what it comes down to is that I am teaching myself how to play and improve my game.

Posted on October 12, 2004 in Life Log | Link | disc_golf.mp3

Went to Austin Texas October 8th and 9th 2004. Attended two lectures from two of my favorite authors, Scott Beebe and David Hawkins. Below are two questions that I am currently contemplating as a result from these lectures.

1. What is energy? 2. What is awareness?

When I figure them out I will post them in case you are wondering what I come up with.

Posted on October 10, 2004 in Life Log | Link | austin_texas_we.mp3

Searching and exploring are logical tasks originating (facilitated rather) by the ego. Everything that we desire is already within us, we just aren't aware of it.

Posted on October 5, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | desire_and_awar.mp3

Human survival is not dependent upon the ego. Survival is fueled by guidance and support of spirit and soul (yes spirit and soul are two different things).

Posted on October 3, 2004 in The 700+ Level | Link | survival_and_th.mp3